August 15, 2012

HOMING


 HOMING


She was injured and sitting on the ground
If she stayed there she would surely get trampled on
by the bustling, passing crowd,
All of them too busy to look down
All of them completely unaware of her existence.
(Or her suffering)

The only thing I could do was to try and pick her up
and hope that the fright of it wouldn't kill her.
She was lame, dirty, be-ragged, and mite infested.
I placed my hands under her breast
and with a gentle sweep lifted her off the filthy ground.
She didn't resist, she didn't make a sound

We walked through the crowd together
Me and my new friend, like two birds of a feather












Once I had found her a warm spot
in a shredded paper filled box,
I asked her:-

“Why did you fall at my feet?”

She looks at me with one little eye, tilts her head
and looks with the other side...

She answers,

“I am trying to teach you to find your way home”

“But I know how to get home little one” I reply, 
a little bewildered at the statement.

She cooo cooo cooos a few times 
from inside the warm box I have placed her in,
and continues....


“You humans all get swept along in your busy lives,
often failing to appreciate the beauty around you.
Most of you never look to the top of those tallest buildings
those towering Urban Cliff faces where the Stone Spirits keep
a keen look out over your every move”

















A chill moves through my body

“You are so lost in anonymity,
Just another face in a faceless crowd.
You slowly lose your way
surrounding yourselves instead with a false sense of security,
and yet...
at the slightest provocation, or deviation
You lose your heads, and your bearings,
scattering like ants who have felt the impending rains.
You take off in any direction, except the one you need to
in order to reach higher ground so to speak".

I listen intently, but don't ask any questions,
letting the vision fill my mind.

She quietly proceeds...

“We Pigeons think it's rather funny to watch you all from where we sit
perched up so high...it is in fact a constant source of amusement for us.”

She pauses, pre-empting a counter attack from me...
but I sit quietly.

“No matter what you humans do to try to eradicate the ugliness
(and the pigeons)
of your overcrowded cities from existence,
we will always remain here
waiting
for that one person who will stop
look down
and simply ASKS for help.”

A smile forms on the corner of my lips, but I remain solemn,
waiting for her words.

“Like us, you too have an internal magnetic compass
and navigational system within you.
It's always available to you.
No matter where you are in your life
no matter how many wrong turns you may have made
or how lost you may be,
All you need to do is slow down,
stay completely still,
tune in
an listen to the guidance within.
It will help you every single time without fail,
to the answers you seek
to the destiny that is yours”.

“Back to your HOME”
















© Teresa / Divinia 15th August 2012

Inspired by the dream I had this morning of finding an injured pigeon


Music credits:-
opening- Harlem by Coco, steele and Lovebomb
which transitions into
Peaceful Dream by Leon Parker
Video clip complied by me.

July 31, 2012

HEMATITE AND SUGILITE

 

 

Hematite and Sugilite





She was a Rare Messenger,
bequeathed the custody of a great task
Sent to assist humanity
with her vitreous rays of incandescent hope and light,
her job was to remind those
who had hardened themselves against
going forward with their dreams & destiny
that is is never too late
to reclaim their heart’s desire

He was a truly beautiful sight to behold
His cool, smooth exterior seducing all who lay eyes on him...
one would be forgiven for getting lost
in his magnetizing gaze.
Once a prominent resident of Equatorial Sinus Meridiani,
he is a bringer of Love, balance, Peace.
But due to his cold, hard temperament
he became a self imposed extradite
traveling the cosmos in a shower of metallic meteorites

Jupitarian serendipities were always abound
when the Royal Azel was around 
she effortlessly facilitates travel through Astral-dreamscapes.
Brilliant epiphanies would often be found
as she fans the flames of your inner passions fire.
But who will be there when she herself feels a need to reclaim
her own inner dreams and desires?
She is far more fragile that she first appears
Her internalised stresses

slowly

cause her to  

crack and break

He alone has the power to neutralize
the normally strong and powerful Sugilite.
But when she looked into him for answers that night
all she could see were her own weaknesses
reflected back to her
No matter how hard she tried
She could not get past
his persistent reflective shield
or from seeing her own sad needs.

There was simply no hiding anything from him.

He saw what she saw

She realized that the only way
to overcome this recondite type
was to gently hold him in her hands,
allowing her warmth to permeate him.

And as the light shined down on him

he

in turn

reflected it 
for both of them

♥♥
 

(c) Teresa / Divinia 30th July 2012

photo taken by me.
Hematite and Sugilite



July 7, 2012

D'HASTURA DREAMS

                 D'hastura Dreams            


धतूरा सपने



She is a temperamental bitch
who needs to be handled with the utmost care.
Failure to do so would result in loss of sanity
from which you may never return...

Proceed with consummate respect and caution...





The first thing that allures the unsuspecting observer
is her delicate
pure
white
soft
sensuous skin
which imparts a 
hypnotic
narcotic
scent

The seduction of her aroma is beguiling
as it will undoubtedly
sap the sensibilities of even the strongest of men.

If you further submit
and touch her skin
she will imbue drops of her intoxicating dew
into the very heart and soul of you.

A pentacle of illusions 
she promises



Faith
Charity
Bounty
Equality
Dedication
Generosity
Reciprocity
Appreciation
Groundedness
Responsibility
Determination
     
What she gives, depending on her mood can be anything BUT
She really is a cruel, salacious shrew when she wants to be

Daring any man to try to tame her
she will penetrate the hidden recesses of their being
leading them into the abyss of their darkest fears.

She herself is strongest during the deadly nightshade hours
It is during this time her allys come 
in the guise of sphinx and hawk moths
Offering them her sweet nectar,
which they drink in a frenzied fervour.

But resist the temptation to taste her flesh too soon.
For she preys on uninitiated, unsuspecting fools
who don't know how to handle
the sacred divinity embodied within,

She will trick
deceive
connive
those who are not pure of mind
She can read your intentions.

Pity the unworthy who has an unfortunate encounter with
the D'hastura


Once you enter into her dream like world,
she may never let you return
You will forever remain
in a state of unholy stasis
straddling worlds unseen
places you have never been
communing with beings
no one else can see
forever blind
you will lose your mind

I did warn you
a mistress of kindness
she is not



Unpredictable, Domineering BITCH!




(c) Teresa / Divinia 6th July 2012


last picture taken by me...This specimen was found hanging from my next
door neighbors tree in his front yard.

 
D'hastura

The name Datura, its generic name, is from the Hindu Dhatura
 (dhat=the eternal essence (of God)), which was derived from the Sanskrit name D'hastura
also known as Angels Trumpet, Devils Trumpet,
 Jimson Weed, Devils Weed, Moonflower




June 8, 2012

HOLD ON


HOLD ON




"The soul would have no rainbow if the eyes had no tears".

An Indian Chief, 1876.





Can the tiniest of tears actually hold a rainbow?


(well...eye know)



Out on the back steps that sunny winter afternoon

As I sat with my face buried in my hands

trying to

stop the tears

stop the pain

stop the endless thoughts from  going through my brain




stopped breathing for a minute.

(as if it would stop you from getting inside my heart.)


Even thought it's the one thing I want
more than anything in this world
I'm just so scared to let you in.

The internal struggle was fierce
I was winning for a moment there,
but your love was too strong
and I was overcome

with Tears



 surrendered


 let them flow.


 
When I opened my eyes


 saw a rainbow

inside my tears.


 smiled,
because right then


 knew you had been trying to reach me all along
to tell me to hold on

just a little while longer

and that everything is going to be alright.







 believe you





(c) Teresa / Divinia 8th June 2012


it is impossible to take a picture of a rainbow inside tears...you have to
witness it yourself.

I found the quote after I had written this poem.  I have since been searching
for the original speaker of the quote.  Most say either unknown
or as I quoted : An Indian Chief, 1876.
This is the closest I came to finding a reference to the original quote


song used
Hold on by Gary B



June 4, 2012

VENUS AND MARS

VENUS AND MARS






It feels like an eternity since we last met
I now feel your warmth rising on the horizon



Since then, I have birthed a billion stars
My way of showering my affection on you



Why does it feel so transitory
Are we destined to orbit each other till the end of time



Tonight, when I saw the radiance in your eyes
I knew that you were infinitely mine.



 


(c) Teresa / Divinia 4th June 2012.
I am wating in anticipation for the impending
Venus Transit.  This will be the last time Venus 
Crosses the Suns Visible Path
for another 105 years.

right click on pictures for owner credits


Song used...another one of my Childhood favorites
Venus and Mars (Reprise), by Paul McCartney and WINGS





RUBYS FLAME - (haiku)

A HAIKU TRILOGY






FREEDOMS FLIGHT








Rubins wings are light
flickering tongues in the flame
knowledge is a moth














SPARKS FLY









Electrified dust
a lonely magnetic plume
lights' love collision













TRANSMUTATION









Rubys passion flame
our hearts unifying field
loves internal (f)light





(c) Teresa / Divinia 4th June 2012 



right click on pictures for credits/information

and some fascinating folklore and symbolism of
MOTH.
***notably the sections on FLAME and KNOWLEDGE 
(right down the bottom) 
It really explains how I tied this all together***

song used That's the way love goes instrumental by Janet Jackson







June 1, 2012

MANTA MANTRA

MANTA MANTRA









Mysterious Angel











Mystifying Danseuse










Deep Cryptic











Occult Orphic











Dark Enigmatic














Magical Secretive


















 
Graceful Wave 



















Love Ray
















Transcendental Angel





















(c) Teresa / Divinia 1st June 2012


Thanks to my beautiful friend Veia, 
and her 10 yo daughter called Angel, 
who inspired this write
with her amazing observations and insight.
Last picture created by my 10 yo son Bill in paint
(it's a wallpaper if you want to download it;)
and two sound wave bytes spoken by him
using audacity and then edited in paint.


Song used Angel by Massive Attack