As a writer I am constantly searching for new
words.
My mind knows how I feel,
but my brain
sometimes
can't make the connections
This is an symptom
of my affliction
my dyslexia.
I never knew I had it
and so, all through Primary and High school
I was told by teachers that my writing was
sloppy
vulgar
My punctuation was out of place
I repeatedly mis-spelled the same words
(despite knowing how to spell them)
I had good days and bad days...
Some days I could read and write with perfect
ease
Other days...
I would skip lines
miss the point
have to re-read the same passages thrice
but to no avail
it just wouldn't stick in my mind
I could understand complex ideologies
and physics was a no brainer
But never ask me to repeat Pythagorean algebra
or the Latin names of every tree, animal or
flower.
My dyslexic tendencies were actually so mild
that no one ever picked it up...
Instead I was told I was lazy,
and didn't try hard enough
Why was it then that I could memorize the
words
and musical notes of entire albums?
And remember phone numbers of people
I hadn't spoken to for 10 years or more?
I can do additions and subtractions
faster than the girl ringing it up on her till
and explain secrets of the universe as
yet undiscovered
But ask me to recount the history of the
world at war
and I was an epic FAIL!
I still struggle with my words till this day
(Thank goodness for spell check and Roget's
Thesaurus)
I
don't read passages well out loud
and have trouble constructing in a linear
time line
But having this supposed incurable
affliction,
although it effected my diction
has taught me that the mind works in
mysterious ways
and to never judge a student by their ability
to rote learn words
or equations.
And that's my thoughts of the day.
Be kind to your children if they don't excel
the way
you expect them to.
(we never forget words like lazy, doesn't
try, is hopeless, FAIL,
vulgar, sloppy, will eventually find her
shining star
Its a bit like judging a fish's ability to
cope
© Teresa / Divinia
4th September 2012