September 26, 2012

INTANGIBLE EMBODIMENT

Intangible embodiment





Perhaps the whole point of
of that unobtainable one coming into being
was to help you start seeing
those aspects of your being
that have been neglected for so long...

I'm not talking about instant gratification
with the next available one
who comes along
That would be too easy
and you would be missing the secret ingredient

Like that incurable yearning
that keeps you awake tossing and turning
night after night
where you wish with all your might
you could hold her in your arms real tight

Instead, she is as hard to reach as the stars
But the yearning never dies
and so the only thing left is to try
to not to let her walk away while you sit by
instead, look for those answers deep in your minds eye




She knows that you are one of a kind
and how hard you were to find


To give up now would be pure insanity



(C) Teresa / Divinia 5th September 2012
picture credit - http://www.flickriver.com/photos/ok6/2264246503/




September 11, 2012

LOVE IS YOUR COLOR

LOVE IS YOUR COLOR



It was that small  part of you I gazed  at
that filled my mind with such  vivid scenery
wanting to touch you in that  place

longingly...

Your skin told me an intricate story
...in it I saw your family history

A touch of exoticness blended with a little mystery

I saw  the dark storm clouds over deepest Africa
...upon the plains were warring factions of different tribes

(set upon one another by colonialistic minds)

I saw People who said goodbye to their homes
who then traveled the seas shackled in filthy boats
their backs torn and frayed by inhumane brutality

(scarred for life by the slave masters mentality)

There were generations of your ancestors
who were annihilated with out hesitation
Forced off their sacred lands and into reservations

I saw those who extirpated your Kings,
your Black Queens
the Medicine Woman
Clan Mothers
The chiefs and elders

While offering you blankets infected
with an incurable social dis~ease
I saw the red warrior who could tame a lion with a single stare
and ancient people who communed with beings from the stars
There were the brave men who sit in circles under the night fire

(who know how to love a woman with tender desire)

No more are you a lone wolf
who's eyes hide
behind the smile
that can no longer trust

I know how to soothe and release the rage within
while laying beneath the colours of your skin


When I saw the many beautiful colours of your skin
I was infected with an incurable lust

To become one
with of all the nations
that reside in you




(c) Teresa / Divinia 11th September 2012






September 8, 2012

CLOUD BURSTING


CLOUD BURSTING








So who came up with this new face book design?
This thing they call a time line
Do these people sit behind closed doors
scheming
dreaming
up new ways
to get personal information out of me?
How
sheepishly
eagerly
We part with our innermost desires
That which we hold close to our hearts

If someone had suggested
that we walk around inserted
with the latest micro chip tags
we would throw up our hands
in protest and disgust

(THAT'S A VIOLATION OF MY CIVIL LIBERTY)

And yet, it is that very same hand
that so easily clicks
while
strolling
scrolling
down our home page
all those comments,likes and ticks

Who was it that came up with this brilliant design
that we so easily share what's on our minds?
 
while tagging our entire existence
to create our very own digital Picassa Profile
in a private, public or hybrid cloud
(all in real time)
 
and all from the comfort of your own home
or latest smart or iPhone

Who is it who comes up with these ideas

Psychologists?
Scientologists?
Aliens like ET or PAUL
 
how 'bout the men who stared at Goats
  the CIA??



They know our weaknesses
and play on our desire
to connect
and collect

friends, status and credibility

I can't believe how silly I've become
And I don't mean to be the one
to burst your cloud... but
 
 
Forget your fucking privacy
We ticked that away when we joined






(c) Teresa / Divinia 8th September 2012

with some helpful input
(highlighted in bold print)
from an equally
paranoid friend
Dustup224
thats his code name
he won't use his real name 







September 4, 2012

DYS-LEXIA AND OTHER AFFLICTIONS



As a writer I am constantly searching for new words.
My mind knows how I feel, 
but my brain sometimes
can't make the connections
This is an symptom
of my affliction
my dyslexia.

I never knew I had it
and so, all through Primary and High school
I was told by teachers that my writing was

sloppy
vulgar

My punctuation was out of place
I repeatedly mis-spelled the same words
(despite knowing how to spell them)

I had good days and bad days...

Some days I could read and write with perfect ease

Other days...

I would skip lines
miss the point
have to re-read the same passages thrice
but to no avail
it just wouldn't stick in my mind

I could understand complex ideologies
and physics was a no brainer

But never ask me to repeat Pythagorean algebra
or the Latin names of every tree, animal or flower.

My dyslexic tendencies were actually so mild
that no one ever picked it up...

Instead I was told I was lazy,
and didn't try hard enough


Why was it then that I could memorize the words
and musical notes of entire albums?
And remember phone numbers of people
I hadn't spoken to for 10 years or more?

I can do additions and subtractions
faster than the girl ringing it up on her till

and explain secrets of the universe as yet undiscovered

But ask me to recount the history of the world at war
and I was an epic FAIL!

I still struggle with my words till this day
(Thank goodness for spell check and Roget's Thesaurus)
I  don't  read passages well out loud
and have trouble constructing in a linear time line

But having this supposed incurable affliction,
although it effected my diction
has taught me that the mind works in mysterious ways
and to never judge a student by their ability to rote learn words
or equations.

And that's my thoughts of the day.

Be kind to your children if they don't excel the way
you expect them to. 


(we never forget words like lazy, doesn't try, is hopeless, FAIL,
vulgar, sloppy, will eventually find her shining star
Its a bit like judging a fish's ability to cope
while living out of water)

FAMOUS PEOPLE WITH THE GIFT OF DYSLEXIA 


© Teresa / Divinia

4th September 2012