September 4, 2012

DYS-LEXIA AND OTHER AFFLICTIONS



As a writer I am constantly searching for new words.
My mind knows how I feel, 
but my brain sometimes
can't make the connections
This is an symptom
of my affliction
my dyslexia.

I never knew I had it
and so, all through Primary and High school
I was told by teachers that my writing was

sloppy
vulgar

My punctuation was out of place
I repeatedly mis-spelled the same words
(despite knowing how to spell them)

I had good days and bad days...

Some days I could read and write with perfect ease

Other days...

I would skip lines
miss the point
have to re-read the same passages thrice
but to no avail
it just wouldn't stick in my mind

I could understand complex ideologies
and physics was a no brainer

But never ask me to repeat Pythagorean algebra
or the Latin names of every tree, animal or flower.

My dyslexic tendencies were actually so mild
that no one ever picked it up...

Instead I was told I was lazy,
and didn't try hard enough


Why was it then that I could memorize the words
and musical notes of entire albums?
And remember phone numbers of people
I hadn't spoken to for 10 years or more?

I can do additions and subtractions
faster than the girl ringing it up on her till

and explain secrets of the universe as yet undiscovered

But ask me to recount the history of the world at war
and I was an epic FAIL!

I still struggle with my words till this day
(Thank goodness for spell check and Roget's Thesaurus)
I  don't  read passages well out loud
and have trouble constructing in a linear time line

But having this supposed incurable affliction,
although it effected my diction
has taught me that the mind works in mysterious ways
and to never judge a student by their ability to rote learn words
or equations.

And that's my thoughts of the day.

Be kind to your children if they don't excel the way
you expect them to. 


(we never forget words like lazy, doesn't try, is hopeless, FAIL,
vulgar, sloppy, will eventually find her shining star
Its a bit like judging a fish's ability to cope
while living out of water)

FAMOUS PEOPLE WITH THE GIFT OF DYSLEXIA 


© Teresa / Divinia

4th September 2012


2 comments:

  1. The gift of Dyslexia. Brilliant!

    I am proud that I had Dyslexia and ended up speeding past all the "gifted" (rich) kids after I was rewired. It made me humble and I recognize to this very day that you never judge a book by it's color or title. I am constantly finding everyday people like me that are brilliant and gifted in their own way.

    I am glad I am your friend, Teresa!<3

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  2. Thank you dear Leo. It's an interesting subject to not only discuss, but to ponder.
    Just how many kids have slipped through the cracks...or were written off (no pun intended). I also wonder if socioeconomic has much to do with it. I know that sounds shallow, and almost judgmental, but I came from a poor family, and we did not have the resources available to do extra work, or tutoring or specialized classes. How many kids in poorer socio-economic regions get "conveniently" shoved into pigeon holes, and failed by this system.
    I never agreed with the way the school system was designed. I didn't as a child, I still don't, and even more so now. Certain tests are designed to fail children who don't have access to the same information. same with IQ tests. I think they are a sham in many ways.
    Anyway...I digress.
    I just want people to know that there are many different ways of being judged as successful in life. Passing tests is not the only way. We still have a long way to go...and yes, when I saw it described as a GIFT...i thought it was perfect. It was the missing word I'd been searching for. I didn't make it up, it came from the website ;)

    Thanks mate. I feel honoured to be your friend too :))

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