Yet another night spaced out in front of the television
She would zone out, so as to escape the reality of her situation
The words heard are of belittlement, blame, vindictive, unconciliatory
Her only respite is to detach and deflect the barrage of negativity
The energy she spends trying to keep the neutrality
Is re-diverted once she lays down in front of the TV
No longer having to listen to the strings of litany
She pivots her thoughts to some much needed positivity
Her spirit exhausted from going through the daily motions
She is now free to delve into the hidden recesses of her emotions
Before she knows it, she has drifted into peaceful slumber
where she can travel in her mind...no longer to be torn asunder...
The scenery changing, she is standing in a beautiful home
Wandering, exploring, she thinks she is in there all alone
Blurred, shifting faces, conversations, colours vivid and grandiose
She floats, liberated from the trappings she has self imposed
She is vaguely aware she is no longer in the room alone
Turning around she recognizes the one she knows, as she hones
In on his awaiting, open, outstretched arms...feeling his jones
She seeks refuge , now feeling safe, protected...no longer alone
He pulls her to him, closer than close, holding her tight
She returns his embrace, knowing that it feels so right
No hesitation... their lips lock with out a fight
No words spoken, just pure emotion...they have entered the light
The kiss goes on for what feels like an endless amount of time
Soft, tender, lingering, a potent exchange of the most natural, raw wanton passion
whilst together in the grip of a warm, comforting embrace
Hands touching, exploring, as energy flows from him to her
To be returned as an eternal circuit of the most exquisite, indescribable joy
Feelings and emotions that have not yet been expressed
here, they are free to show their mutual and deepest unspoken desires
Both of them know that when the day comes of their first meeting
The intensity will more than likely send them reeling
So for now, they keep hidden their true feelings
to be played out only in the realm of dreaming
She awakes just before the sun comes up, it's glow an amber beam
Her Joy now replaced with sadness when she realizes it was all a dream
From the core of her being, her eyes well up, and the tears begin to stream
It was at that moment, she acknowledged the true depth of her feelings
Her heart now belongs completely to him
As these words pass her lips, her tears overflow to the brim
Uttered into the new day, dissipating with the morning dew
"I love you so much...if only you knew"
(c) Teresa/Divinia/MissTee May 2011
picture credits:-
1. Sleeping in dreams - The colours of my mind by Gemma Burleigh
2. The Embrace by Cristian S Aluas
3. Winter Sunrise Window by Laurence manly
song used The Morning After by Ronny Jordan
song used The Morning After by Ronny Jordan
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